Hi Ho, Hi Ho . . . 

It's back to work I go.  Tomorrow is VERY bitter sweet because my paid sick days are up and I have to go back to work.  Although I do feel ready to get back to what I call my "other life" I am really not ready to leave Emmy for the better part of the day.  The calendar says it time to go back, but my heart's making me feel very guilty.  I love my job.  I miss my co-workers, my students, my "normal" schedule.  But, Emmy has only had us in her life for 5 weeks, so of course I feel bad about feeling a bit excited to step back into that school.  I just keep telling myself that I have WONDERFUL daycare and both the boys will be with her.  She's met my babysitter numerous times and has had the opportunity to have play-dates with her children.  We've done a trial visit and she did great.  It's also only for 5 weeks until the school year is over and I'll be home for the summer.  But, it's still hard to leave my baby.  Prayers please.